damage report

after the recent ram chaos
my computer got fixed with a simple correction
a friend of mine borrow his unused memory
then another damage is known
which caused my computer unable to use w*****s
well he's a good friend of mine
so he fix it
but an accident occurs
black out
and 20Gigs of my data erased for good
i almost hang my self

but he's a good friend of mine
he give me a recovery program
and from 20Gigs i should say 80% were recovered
there's a sacrifice of course

1Gigs of my musics and videos were unrecoverable
and 2Gigs of my scanned comics
thats 2 years of work
still searching some left over that can be used

oh did i mentioned my degrading memory?
used to be 512M
yesterday its 256M
and no its 128M
and its was borrowed...

lord...
help me not to hang my self...