follow the lyrics

Tomorrow's way - Yui

Ima wo kowashite shimaitai
Ima ni sugaritsuite itai
Jibun no koto wa wakaranai

Yarinaoseru hazu nai yo
Shiranai machi ni kakurete mitemo
Mado goshi ni tada ima wo omou

Nigedashitai shoudou kara
Nigedasu made no koujitsu ni mayou

Chigireta kioku wo tadoreba
Ano koro ni datte modoreru
Itsuka no shounen mitai ni

Kanaeru tame umarete kita no
Osanaki hibi ni egaita uchuu
I'm a baby nakitaku mo naru
Te ni ireru tame no
Itami nara so good

Ikiru koto ga tatakai nara
Kachimake mo shikata ga nai koto
Sonna koto kurai wakatte iru yo

Nakidashitai shougeki kara
Hashiridashita asu e to kodou ga sawagu

Massugu ni ikite yukitai
Tada massugu ni ikite itai
Ano hi no shounen mitai ni

Kanaeru tame umarete kita no
Osanaki hibi ni kanjita kokyuu
I'm a baby nakitaku mo naru
Te ni ireru tame no
Itami nara so good

Dareka no kotoba ni tsumadzukitakunai
Madowasaretakunai...

Ashita mo kitto kagayaite iru
Osanaki hibi ni modoranakute ii
Tomorrow's way of my life kowagari dakedo
Hikikaesenai michi ni tatteru

Kanaeru tame umarete kita no
Osanaki hibi ni egaita uchuu
I'm a baby naitari shinai
Te ni ireru tame no
Itami nara so good


translation
I want to destroy this moment
I want to cling to this moment
I don't understand myself

I shouldn't be able to do it all over again
Even if I try to hide away in a city that no one knows about
I'll still just think about the moment, over the window sill

I want to run away from the urge
I'll be lost in excuses until I do run away

If I follow my torn up memories
I should be able to get back to then
Like the boy on that day, a long time ago

I was born for my dreams to come true
I drew out the cosmos in the days when I was young
I'm a baby, I don't want to cry
If I have my grief in my own hands
Then it will be so good

When it comes to fighting against life
Win or lose, there's no helping it
I understand things like that

I want to cry from the shock
My pulse races from running toward tomorrow

I want to live honestly
I just want to live honestly
Like the boy on that day

I was born for my dreams to come true
I felt the breath from the days when I was young
I'm a baby, I don't want to cry
If I have my grief in my own hands
Then it will be so good

I don't want to trip over someone's words
I don't want to be deceived...

Certainly tomorrow is shining too
It's alright that I can't go back to the days when I was young
Tomorrow's way of life, I'm afraid of it, but
I can't go back to standing on the road

I was born for my dreams to come true
I drew out the cosmos in the days when I was young
I'm a baby, I don't want to cry
If I have my grief in my own hands
Then it will be so good


following behind riska
she likes to post lyrics and her song list..
ew..

this is the song i've been listening lately..
you can hear the cuteness (what?!?!) while listening it

one thing i like about her..
she said BoA is GOOD!!!
unlike the others..
meh..

oya.. download here

red ants

this little critters has been swarming over my house for years..
mm..
not that continous, but..
more like periodical..
we do have a big rambutan tree --> no translation for that

when they landed (they somehow appeared out of nowhere)
they start to expand their teritory
i guess the queen is the one flying all over the place..
then after a few years.. (or months? i dont really remember..)
they just.. gone..

yet they return this year..
ew..
they really like to make nest all over the place
as long as it has leaves
curl it up
stick it with jaws
glue it with web like things
and guard it..

my mom is a plant lover
so her work now is checking every plant she has in the house
and give a good smack on every fire ant nest she found
and i found it fun also..
maybe its a bit sadistic
and confused..
they were inside nest last second and landed somewhere else the next second
but they overcross mom's property!
curse them!

read them in wiki
one thing i noticed..
they can kill..
ew..

get your helmet

back then
when i'm tagging along with my aunty (in a car)
she always despise riding under train rail
why?
cause the train dump s**t below it..

believe it or not
aero plane did the same..
the difference was only the height

PS: not my experience
consult with obelix if you think the sky will fall on your head

blackout

recently the electricity have the tendency of blacking out
due to the shortage of raw material they say..

yet, because i'm a man of technology (whats that suppose to mean?)
im desperately in need of electricity
despite of the mobile items which allow you to use battery as power sources
they lack the power to be used long enough

so when the black out came..
im worthless..
filling my brain with useless items.. (literary)
and now forgeting what to write when im in front of the computers.. (write it down will ya!)

okay..
thats not the point..
the other day, (after the black out) i watched the tv
the news said "during the black out, the hospital ran out of power and went chaos"
like, WHAT!?!?
you NOT suppose to turn the hospitals down!
they are vitals!
so like, what are you gonna do with those patients in need of oxygen? blow it in?
or in surgery, use a flash light? yeah right..

according to my knowledge (apparently not those higher ups) those vital infrastructure CANNOT be shutdown..
they even dont turn it off during war
yet they do that at material shortage?!?!

okay..
maybe i didnt know much of what happen up there..
but that is trully too much!
protest!!!

PS: dont put me in jail if i said too much, okay? please?
HAIL freedom to talk!

unique math

i forgot the author, so..
credits goes to him..

question:
there are 3 bars of stick
3, 4, and 7 meters long
in ONE measure (note this line!) try to measure 2 meters

happy think!

slackers..

for me..
and for others who felt the same way..
SPIRIT!!!

man's word is not to be licked back! --> is that the right word?

i'll post this lyrics

   This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
   Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
   Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
   And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

remember the name - fort minor

they can't do math --> the numbers add more than 100%
but hey, it match up with perfectly with (i forgot the name) some boxing champion
'i'll work 200%!!'

SPIRIT!!!

green tea

the other day my mom bought a pack of green tea
and so my morning drink changes into it..
she always prepare us something to drink in the morning
milk, soy milk, tea, orange juice, green peas, ginger, etc
so its green tea now..

unfortunately..
after i drink it..
i feel nausea..
and feeling like doing number two..
ew..
and after a couple days continues..
i protested to her

she said "maybe you do need to slim down a little.."
ow..
can we do it a better way?
cause this is so.. not fiber..
i prefer bananas and papayas..

ow..
nausea..

migrating worms

yeah of course you've heard of migrating birds
but i tell you, this is for real..
the worms in our backyard just.. migrating..

wiki didnt say anything about it..
i maybe the first one to post this anyway
so like.. last week..
after rainning (yeah i'm cool..)
they just.. migrating..
it happens last year also if i recalled

when they migrating like that..
its fine if they just passing by..
yet they started to get inside the house..
oh dear..
and i'm not talking about a few..
i sweep at least a couple hundred for the past hour!!!
and they move so fast!
i guess about 1 cm per second
gross..

first i thought they just getting cold because of the rain..
and decided to get out to sun bath
and die from heat..
a bit stupid?

boring makes dangerous

there is a show called doctor*ology starring leslie nelson
such a hillarious person
i watch the immune episode about (of course) immun*ology

it happen that, our immune system is like our soldiers
guarding against bacteria or any unknown things
and those defence included fever
because most bacteria dies in higher temperature

and believe it or not, they need training just like real soldiers
they need to identify the first attack to fight against the next attack
one simple example was chicken pox
once you had it, you'll never catch it again in your whole life
and there's a good hint
you cant be too much clean
cause if you do that, yous 'soldiers' wont train
sometimes, they got bored, and attack your body tissues for having fun
making you ill, this is calles lupus

last notes:
get dirty to train your soldiers!

dont try this at home

yui yoshioka
a japanese singer..
another target after BoA?

mm.. i should say..
she's okay..

BoA is busy preparing her concert this month
though she still be able to release a single
but.. yui still okay for fun..

if you read in the wiki link i gave you up there..
you'll notice something
1. this yui is still 21 years old
(i have a tendency to fond with younger.. do i?)
2. this yui is a drop out from her high school
(thats why the title is 'dont try this at home!')
3. on the discouraged sections by wiki of trivia, it said
'Yui doesn't smile in CD covers and promotion videos (except for I Remember You, Che.R.Ry and Laugh away) often because she thinks her face looks chubby when she smiles.'
(aww..)

the truth jokes

lawyer (L) : i want you to tell me the truth about this murder..
accused (A) : you want the truth?
L : yes.. all the truth..
A : i'll tell you the truth!
L : i remind you are under oath!
A : in star wars, darth vader is luke sky walker's father!
L : what?
A : in planet of the apes, mark whalberg never leaves the earth!
L : no!!! dont tell me that!
A : in fight club, brad pitt never exist!
L : i dont hear a thing!!!
A : you want the truth but you cant handle the truth! hah!

what the heck!?!?!?

all-i-gator

 

no..
not this particular alligator..
its gator..
short from news aggregator(link from wiki)
its a feature that allow us to take notice changes that happens in blogs or any web sites that we link
sort of like mailing list..
except its not from email but blogs and websites

for notes, this feature is already old enough
its not new.. im just add this post because i also just recently know it

notice this link --> example.com/feeds/posts/default
on this blog its on the right side of the page
and allow you to subscribe post from my web to your news aggregator
so you dont have to open the site all the time

kabish?

example to news aggregator is google reader
if you have gmail, i guess you automatically have it
just subscribe the blog you like (of course the blog must have feed feature)
those things with rss, feed, xml sort of links

well thats all..
(i guess this post is the FACT so i dont have to add it)

read the manual

FACT
by me..
most people use object by experince
not by how it should be used

we ran into some accident the other day..
and resulting chaos because there is no help link anywhere around..
until..

the story starts when we all go for job request for Hiddenleaf Shinobies
arriving at the spot we park the car near there
the meaning of parking is "slamming the tire to nearby sharp rock"
and so.. we had flat tires
no, thats not the big problem..
the problem is none of us (3 of that time) ever faced this situation

my first thought is "where is this car's FAQ?"
mas ark, being the owner and driver start to searching flat tire tools and unload it
hape first comment is "o.. o.."

first thing first
release the flat tire
raise the car with hydraulic jack
there is no FAQ in this item as well..
then.. unscrew the tires
please remember this..
twist the bolt counter clockwise..
no matter how strong you are.. if you twist it wrong side.. a waste of energy..
(we spent 30 minutes twisting clockwise..)

the next was.. spare tire..
where was it? behind? inside?
ah.. there you are.. its under..
consult with the FAQ..
how to release it?

we lowered our self to remove it..
unscrew? twist? kick?
no **** explanation at all!!!

after we all bathed in sweat..
apparently there are car mechanic around..
which easily remove the spare tire with grace.. (no lowering act..)
and finish our work in a zap..

i am so ashamed..

so..
whenever you buy something
ask for the manual..
and keep it!

fencing by the notes

whats with the title?
i just feel like it

well..
i feel like sharing it

FACT
to sharpen your writing ability (forgot by who)
at least per day you should do the following :
read 44 pages
write 4 pages

so i brought my self a book in my backpack
unfortunately i'm unable to finish that task (of 44 pages)
and i had a small notebook (or my cell phone)
to write things down

and apparently i have the urge not finish things..
GOD!

please.. dont mind my blabbering

dont be lazy

usual posting..

im lazy to write..

im reading a book that talks about blogs..
and it was published at 2005
tha author said the blog already needed and a must at that current time
do i have a tendency to be late on everything?
ew

so he's talking about types of blogs

---
from now onward
i'll put this thing on every post
why?
keep reading
---

FACT
types of blog according to seth godin (former CEO yoyodin and 1 of top 25 world class marketing masters)
1. cat blog a.k.a useless blog
just a babbler
2. boss blog --> i dont even know it's exist
basically a blog between a employer and employee
3. viral blog (why do start to think of nasty things?)
noble blog.. lets spread the information to the world

that means my blog is number one..
!@#$%^&*
pardon my language..

okay..
thats why information is crucial
and thats the reason i add FACT on every post (hopefully)
PLEASE! who do you think you are???

back to the topic (which alrady off course)
i havent write anything this last few months
and when i need to (for work)
im loosing my senses
NO!!! --> by the way this is unaccepted by the check grammar

so..
just try to sharpen your skill EVERY TIME
grab yourself a pen and notebook
(and scracth your notebook/laptop with it)
just kidding..

BoA + shampoo commercial = yum!

i'm a huge fan of shampoo commercials
the director was always so good at making the hair looks glow and shiny
and couple that with BoA..
you'll get awesomeness!
not to mention the background song
aggresive!
rawk!


credits
boajjang
boa-indo

changing blog interface

its a new beginning
so i changed skin
like shedding trough a new horizon
brr..
comments anyone?
if you didnt like it..
i might changed it again..
might..
har..

year 2008 resolution: finish the unfinished!

back then, at 2007, my goal is to make money..
and at the beginning of the year, i (kinda) failed
so i nearly give up
but at the end of the year
money starting to flow like a water..
yeah right, i've been making more money than i ever before
and it felt good
it has a side effect as well, i want more!

just like someone's saying
"dont say 'i cant do anything because i have no money'
but instead 'do something to make yoour money'"

and with that checked
i have a brand new goal this year
year 2008 resolution
finish the unfinished!
God be with me!

samara: the technology knowing ghost

a few weeks ago, the movie "the ring" and "the ring 2" was played in national tv
yeah right, i just watch it..

one thing i noticed..
the main character (should i say, the main villain?) was samara (originally sadako in japan)
is a ghost (of course..)
and she know technology..
why?
you see..
what is your favorite ghost
jason?
freddy?
casper? --> har
well, they scare people with the most tradisional way..
boo!

lets take a look at samara (or sadako if you prefer)
she came out from tv!!!
its quite surprising how a child like that already past technology school
she should know aboout electricity to avoid those cables inside tv..
and not to mention telephone line (fyi: she used to call you and say "seven days.." with a scary voice)
she's better than a regular electrical students

PS: if you like electricity, go to your local video rental, and borrow a nameless tape with samara on it, ask her!

BoA to Debut in America This Year

Omigod you guys, it’s finally happening. JoongAng Ilbo reports that BoA has been secretly working on an English album and plans to debut in America as soon as later this year. The horror. The excitement.

According to JoongAng, BoA has already finished recording parts of the album in various countries. Orchestrating this secret project at the helm is, of course, Mr. Lee Soo-Man himself, who has been approaching several American labels and producers such as Peter Rafelson, who has worked with Madonna, in order to assess the viability of BoA breaking into the American market.

Why has she been keeping so quiet, while Rain, SE7EN and other Korean artists have been loudly drumming up their plans to venture into the American market? A source at SM Entertainment says they “didn’t want to create too much hype.” Very smart, considering the aforementioned Korean artists, such as Rain, have yet to produce any tangible results.

In March, BoA will have completed recording and further details regarding the new album will be announced. Also, in May, SM will announce more comprehensive future plans for BoA, including the label and the creative staffs involved. We will keep you updated as more information is released.

credits: boajjang

end year 2007 movie list

i've been watching this show on TV called Box Office America
forgot to write down the website
too lazy to search on google..

but what i want to share is
the end year 2007 movie list
they're listing 20 top movies which rated to be the most money making movie throughout 2007
they are:

20. i am legend
short, simple, cool
will smith is the man!
"i can fix this! let me help you!"

19. bee movie
i havent seen it
but its on my list
jerry seinfeld --> funny guy

18. knocked up
havent seen it
not quite interested
young family comedy movie
funny though

17. ghost rider
nicholas cage --> one of my favorite actor
i'm sorry, this movie doesnt cut it
not my recomended movie
bad storyline mostly
"it's burning.."

16. mr. bean's holiday
funny, what else?
too bad i havent yet to watch the second part of the movie
yeah right, i just watch the first part only
gotta finish it someday.. ew..

15. wild hogs
funny, very funny, recomended (the final three wishes part)
a movie about middle age men (with a gay on it)
john travolta, tim allen, martin lawrence, william h macy
john still have his charm on his old age
martin lawrence is deffinitely hillarious
too bad its a family movie
"i think i burned their place down"

14. rush hour 3
jackie chan, chris tucker
black and white blend with a kungfu spice
must watch
unfortunately i havent watch it

13. fantastic four :rise of the silver surfer
mm.. what should i say.. people say its bad
so i'll tag along, its bad
bad storyline, confusing
if only jessica alba shows her sexyness a bit more.. (give credit to the strip part)
kidding..

12.night at the museum
ben stiller, robin williams, owen wilson
awesome family movie
must see, no more comment
pharaoh after released from the wrapping : "god! you dont wanna know how stink that mummy wrapping"
ben stiller: "you can speak english?"
pharaoh: "yeah, i've been showed in british museum"
note: if you wanna speak english well, go to british museum and wrap yourself in mummy wrapping

11. eh? did i missed it? i kinda.. lost it.. sorry

10. live free or die hard
its on my list
bruce willis never dies!
"yippie kay yai, ****** ******!" --> cencored for good

9. bourne ultimatum
matt damon, an undying super secret agent
no matter how much superman you sent to him, he'll never lose
must see, one of my recomended trilogy

8. 300
animated movie about 300 half naked man fighting off 1000 (half naked) enemies
"this is sparta!"
no, i havent watch this..
like, you wanna watch half naked man? and there are 300 of them! scary..
like being in the public bath.. gives me the chill..

7. simpson : the movie
one hell of chaos family, what else you want?
on my list

6. ratatouille
a bit hard to pronounce, eh?
animated movie about cooked rat on your meal, mm.. i mean a cooking rat with his imaginary fat friend..
must see, awesome story

5. transformers
awesome animation!
a bit confusing story
but its always cool to watch transforming robots fighting each other with humans in the middle

4. shrek the third
funny.. well not that funny..
Mike Myers, Eddie Murphy, Cameron Diaz
ew.. not quite recomended but.. its fine..

3. spiderman 3
Tobey Maguire, Kirsten Dunst, James Franco
spiderman and goblin jr. versus sandman and carnage!
oops! did i spoil the story?
good one but not the best

2. unknown
between unallowed by censor asociation or lacking show time because too much commercial break, they didnt show it..

1. pirate of carribean: at world's end
Johnny Depp, Geoffrey Rush, Orlando Bloom, Keira Knightley
awesome movies, recomended trilogy
not to mention the comedy
Hail Captain Jack Sparrow!
"captain, you are inside Davy Jones's locker.."

and thats a wrap!

beauty scratch

remember him? fatso
well..
him and bomber used to be the main male in our neighbourhood
so thats make them have the right to mate with the be(a)st (pun intended) female around
and so we call her 'pretty', (she's cute, slim, just about every male cat wants) but i'd rather call her beast now..

why?
well, recently she came to our house and ask for food
as a ex-cat-owner-who-just-lost-his-cat i gave her all she wants (with the intention of taming her)
yet she refuse.. (to be tamed, that is..)
she just screaming out loud everytime we (me and my sister) close to her
and she scratch me..
soo mean.. YOU UNGRATEFUL BEAST!!!
I'LL TAME YOU! NO MATTER WHAT! MWA HA HA HA!!!
soon..

glasses record breaking

mm..
'glasses record' breaking --> i break the glasses record (what the heck is it?)
glasses 'record breaking' --> i break the breaking glasses record (kabish?)

"how many times have you break your glasses?"
"lets see.."
recently
before that.. i think i cast one of them in the sea..
and i broke a few when i'm in high school (including breaking others..)
and in middle high school..
and in elementary..

and my mom would say
"you boys are reckless!"

maybe i should label them
and make a record "item number XX, cause of destruction XXXX, etc"
and one night, they all would rise from the grave and attack me..
"you ignorant fool!!! treat us better!!!"
ack!!! "begone evil!!!"

link (ing)

arief hape
dani kuntul

"why dont you make links at the side panel?"
"too lazy to do it, blame it on blogspot" --> ups! can they hear us?

beach party

recently a friend of mine got graduated (read this)

so he decided to have some celebration on a beach..
us included of course..
where else we can get a free to rob friend beside the happy graduated one?

its a beautiful Sunday
there's ten of us
and off we go to the beach

its a slow ride
cause one of us is a girl who never reach 70km/h nor her motorcycle
but its quite enjoyable

we reach the beach around two pm
and ordered some grub to be prepared while we take a dip in the sea
and we have fun playing
(i have learned to leave my glasses so it wont we casted in the sea again)
too bad the not as clear as it used to be cause there's a flood (it mixed the mud from the river)
ah well, as long as we have fun..

so then when the grub is ready
we all take a simple clean up
and enjoy the fried and roasted fish in the afternoon sea brezze (plus the dust)

ah..
good grub..
good friend..
good place..
what else do you want?
(a good massage.. im so tired..)

oh yes..
we also stop a bit to see the town covered in lights
so beautiful..
sunset.. (wait a minute, there's no sunset! where facing north!)

ew..
for my friend who didnt have a chance to vacation..
patient guys..
you'll get a chance..

voice over railroad

a few days ago..
when i ride home
i take a detour through a rail road
its an ordinary day it is
but there is some thing different..
i can heard someone's talking..

its a woman..
and she sound so strict..
you could imagine someone like the narrators in movies..
(actually i started to look around and asking "who's there?!" like patrick)
and after a good look..
i found her..

its a pole..
its black and yellow..
its a horn..
its a speaker..

apparently the goverment thinks that railroad accident has increasing to a dangerous level.. (they just realized this now?)
and putting a woman with horrible voice to announce the dangerous of railroad is an effective way..
"please be careful when crossing rail road"
"the rate of accident has increasing to a dangerous level"
"please dont cross the bar after it been lowered"
"please put on your seat belt" --> i make this up.. :p
"please support BoA" --> har..

anyway..
lets all listen to this strict woman who never knows peppermint candy to clear her throat..
and never cross a railroad bar after it been lowered..
thank you goverment!!!

PS: dont forget to support BoA! coming international soon!

BoA new website

boa.iple.com
wow!!! so much better than the previous
absolutely cool for the short clip
awesome no?
definitely must visit!

she's releasing new album by 20th february
and going for tour "the face" by may

wish i can watch it..

muh!!!

whats that all about?
birocrachy!!!
good thing is
-new kids and the workers gets easier
bad thing is
-old kids got confused

and all higher up people will say
"we dont want any preseden"
what the heck?!?!
we are a victim of those preseden!!!

question about motivation
new kids: we want to finish college as fast as possible!
old kids: get us outta here!!!

stupid vs coward

by the end of 2007, a few of my friends graduated

ARGH!!! @#$%&*@#$%&*@#$%&*

and so..
congratulate for them..
funny thing is, there is some of them become jobless after that --> waiting for job interview, waiting for signing again at university, anything..
and so, one of them decided to do things which not yet done before
jogging!

well, not so jogging cause we're doing it by afternoon
for a simple reason, we're having a hard time to maintain a wake up status after the initial wake up for praying
then the afternoon is the answer, right?

so we manage to do a few jogging a couple of times
wacthing boys running, guys playing football, some older man doing their own things..
are there no girls there?!?!
well, there are few.. just a few..
having fun are we?

but we forget something important
global warming
why is it a matter?
unpredictable weather is the answer..

so that day, we made a promise "lets jogging again this afternoon"
usually, he pick me at my house and leave at 5 (so we can come back at 6)
yet that day was soo cloudy (something like the storm is coming)
and he pick me late because he's doing something
"its gonna be raining soon"
"dont be such a coward"
"its not a coward, its stupid"
"dont worry, lets just go now"
"wait, i'll bring my raincoat and leave my cellphone and shoes"
"what for? the rain wont be coming soon"

so we go to the spot
and find people running..
running from the rain..
"all you people are such a big coward!!!"
while i'm rolling on the (motorcyle) floor laughing
"so?"
"we're going home then.."
and i'm laughing again so loud

after a few meters away, the rain comes
"you said you bring a rain coat?"
"i thougt you didnt afraid rain?"
"my cellphone does.."
hillarious..

yet the rain still mock us more
its not the rain coming, its the storm
lightning strikes, strong wind, heavy rain
while my belly hurts from over laughing

"how will you get home then?"
"what do you mean?"
"its my raincoat and you'll drop me at my house"
"ah.. i'll borrow that, then"

for the sake of money

these past few.. months..
i'm experiencing what people called "writer's block" --> not that serious actually..
stuck with everything happend within my life..
my right side of brain just stop dreaming..
god, what is this?
compiled with the condition of i-got-no-money-to-go-to-internet-cafe-and-to-lazy-to-get-a-free-net-at-the-campus

so i just didnt do anything
smiling at home.. --> am i losing my sanity?
wacthing the rain goes by..
ah, so peaceful..

and so came by a chance called a-sudden-money-pop-in-my-wallet
god! this is destiny!
i race my motorcycle
and have a couple hours of swimming through the net
ah, so satisfying..

just like the old posting..
after this break, i've got alot to tell..

ah, yes..
thank you for all my friends for all support
you guys kick me up high when i'm digging my tunnel for hibernation
note: never hibernate too long, you'll frezee your brain
and thank you god for the sudden money..
lets dig some more!

dying

lack of writing spirit..

conversation of two man

i was a bit late that time..
due to some human error..

but i manage to make a progress..

i can speak..
i can talk..

i tell him about many things happen the past year
and also about my dreams for the next year

i think why a couldnt speak for the last two years was
i'm not adult yet
and now i'm emerge
as a new man
facing this world
i'm no longer a boy
i'm a man

thanks to you

3 years

been 3 years now eh?

huge happiness
huge sadness

big success
big failures

lots of families
lots of friends

many dreams
many goals

september 22nd
embrace yourself!
be strong!

no one can stop you..
except The God and yourself..

peter pan

now i know..
why peter pan and the lost boys..
never wants to turn adult..
its scary..

meet the arch enemy

i met my arch enemy the other day
should i call him that?
well.. he used to be my friend
notice the word "used to be"?
then why you ask?
he didnt acknowledge me as a friend..
not anymore..
or maybe..
he even didnt see me as human..
then why didnt i do the same?

you guys shouldnt take revenge too deep tough..
its never been sweet..
at all..
lets fill this world with peace..
its better!

but when you have lost your patience..
arch enemy it is..

coacroach dinner

there's a surprise in the dinner last night
a living kicking brownish bug on my diner
and i'm quite hungry that time
then BAM!
i toss the bug out of the plate
hope he washed his hands..
i put the plate down
and the bug still down there..
thinking "what a rude manner on top of the table!"
...
...
...
DIE!!!

i lost my appetite..
but i'm surprisingly hugry..
searching for eggs to make omelette
turn on the stove..
...
...
...
turn on the stove...
...
...
...
I'M RUNNING OUT OF GAS!!!

i tossed everything and went out to diner

after my mom comes back
she said "i turn off the gas for safety.."
SAY WHAT!?!?!

giant lizard

when i took a bath..
i found this giant lizard lying on the floor
HOLY ****!
what is this lizard doing here?
fatso doing most probably

then the lizard moved
HOLY ****!
then i look it again
(because of course i didnt wear my glasses that time..)
and found out that he's on the verge of dying..
fatso..
he likes to play with food.. i mean animals..

kids..
dont try this at home..

then after
when my mom take a bath..
she suddenly screamed
i instantly asked
"what happened?"
then she replied
"what is this lizard doing here?!?!"
like mother like son.. eh? wasnt it like father like son?
and i'm rolling on the floor..
laughing..

you need diet

in the window of our house
there are metal bars which keep the bad guys out
we never think about it until the cats came in
they think of it like trap doors
but it didnt apply like that for fatso

its been a while since he use the window again
cause he usually take a detour from the second floor at the back of our house
but that day he used the window again
...
...
...
and he didnt fit..
he struggles and kicking with all his might..
and after about 10 seconds he made it out safe
while i'm rolling on the floor..
laughing..
and i said
"you need a diet, fatso.."

another shave cuts

i was thinking to shave the other day..

then started to pose in front of the mirror with a wide book

whats the book for?

for the hair when they fell off

my mom used to surprised when she found "unidentified black hairy objects lying on the floor"

and because i didnt want to take the mirror in and out..

lets bring the shave at the mirror..

rather than bring the mirror outside i mean..



so i shave with my brand new shaver

now i know why they used foams

my chin feel irritating after the shave without foams

i'll buy it.. someday..



but yesterday irritaion wasnt the only thing i got

i even got cuts

and its bleeding..

i think i'll buy the foam between these few days..



remind me of my old days..

i shave my acne..

didnt notice it until there's a big red spot above my lips

then i realized, where the heck is my acne?

the bleeding didnt stop for an hour

i think i almost die from blood loss..

bomber - in memoriam - 070907

the day before

he was coming

and as usual

he scream out loud

to show that he's the boss



then the next day

my mom went out to buy something

and found him

lying dead by the road

hit and run



its feel like just yesterday

that he's still just as big as my palm

he was born at january 29, 2006

so he was almost 2 years old

and he was already at his maturity

and becoming a father

with a lovely wife



he was a good boy

a bit naughty

but overall

he shows that he's truly the man we all need

a bit stupid

but a real survivor

in the real world

a very strong companion

yet tamed



may you find peace

and no longer have to bear the pain

of living in the harsh world

you will always in my memory



bomber

in loving memory

070907

cats hobby

bomber's hobby..
broomed
whats that?
see that..
when my mom (or everyone else) sweeping the floor
he would came closer to the broom
scratching himself
when you try to push him with the broom
he'll just enjoy it more..
is this genetical?

fatso's hobby..
sleeping on top of the tv
say what?
maybe because its warm
so whenever he want it (more like third quarter of his day)
he would jump up the tv
lay down.. and sleep..
same question
is this genetical?

blog links

thank you for the blog link!
inda

hilarious..

veggy cat

when i was working with my computer the other day
my sister came in
she carried fatso with her
along with a grass she picked up from our yard

she sat down and said
"wanna see a vegetarian cat?"
i dont give her much respond for her question
but then she point the grass roots the fatso
which unexpectedly starting to lick it

is this a miracle or a curse?
or just that fatso was a dumb cat?
i'm speechless..

total eclipse

august 28, 2007
total moon eclipse
at 18.30 PM
quite visible from where i'm standing
to the side of east
and its big!

supposedly at full moon
cause you wont be able to see eclipse besides full moon
it takes around 2 hours
which i dont waited that long to watch it

a friend of mine had a camera
and we tried to take a picture of it
but it seems that a normal digital camera wont do much for the eclipse
the picture was shaking
way.. to far..
the blitz wont reach that
and the camera didnt have night lamp
was it supposed to make a change?
and the video only shows a white dot in the night sky

either way
its a cool eclipse
hope someone on the net had the video of it
the previous eclipse i watched only last few minutes
cause after that the moon was blocked by buildings
and the horizon after that, i guess..

cant wait for another eclipse!

i'm a bad person - 240807 - 11pm east

i'm soooooooo sorry......
i'm having an unimportant useless errand
and unable to reply the call
just when it needed most

i'm feeling soooooo bad...
i think i wont be forgiven
i think i wont be able to sleep
i think i havent took a bath this afternoon

i'm ashamed of my self
i'm useless
i'm careless
i'm not a man

i'm sorry
i'm sooooo sorry...
i'm very very sorry..

the promise
i broke it
i dont think i can make up for that

three calls
and i'm not there

i'm sorry
i'm sooooo sorry...
i'm very very sorry..

one little happy cat family

today was a special day
when i return home
i saw a surprising view
unbelievable, if i could say

in front of our house
(its not exactly front, a little bit to the right)
thats where our old teras were
cause we had our guest room moved
the teras was not quite used anymore

there was two chair
its pretty old
and sitting on that chair was..
bomber, with his wife
milking her two kittens
(seems like she lost the number three)

according to my research
the father of a cat not usually get along with the mother
more less their kittens
so seeing this view break all my theory

i came near trying to touch them
but bomber started to scream (he always does that..)
and his wife (should we use this term?) going all out yelling "get away, or i'll let my husband bite you!"
boy, they're furious..
another regret was i didnt got the chance to take their picture

prince and cinderella

cinderella was a poor girl --> i'll exclude this
being treated bad by her step mother and sisters --> i'll exclude this as well
working in her own house --> thats a fact..
then a fairy comes and relief her from all that --> there's no such thing as fairy.. why did came up to this anyway?
the fairy gives cinderella a pair of glass shoes
and she goes to the party where the prince is
the fairy said that cinderella only got time till midnight

then cinderella went to dance with the prince
having a good chat
and decided that the prince was a good looking man.. --> no comment
and of course cinderella was unbelievebly beautiful.. --> thats a fact..

the big clock rings
its already midnight
cinderella cried out "oh, no.." --> this is a bit much..
remembering what the fairy said, cinderella run away from the party
in a rush, leaving one of her glass shoes at the stairs
the prince desperately trying to chase her
and found only one of her glass shoes --> now we agree that this part was a bit too exaggerated..

2 years after, the prince came looking for cinderella, found her
and marry her..
and they live happily ever after

furem notes

just two thing i wanna note

furim
play with fire, you'll burn
play with water, you'll wet

furer
love will find you if you try

dream of..

i get up in a space
wondering why i can get there
it was all dark
then suddenly a light came up from behind
small
but slowly getting bigger
and brighter

the light turn out to be a giant train
make a stop right in front of me
the door opens
monsters came out
one.. two.. three..
and more coming out
with huge claws and jaws
swinging their enormous swords, shields, and clubs

i tried to reach my cell phone
dial 911
but no signal out here
where is this place?

i think back of all this
what the heck did this ogres doing in here?
but one thing is certain
if you can see monsters
you can have your own weapons
then a sword and shield pop up out of nowhere
i grab it
and jumped right in their face

at least that is what i would dream of my self..
odd eh?
but what if you're being dreamt..

sign from God

i kinda "ask to God" before the leaving..
the answer..
oddly came when i didnt suspect it at all..
God ways..
only God knows

the good thing is..
the answer is yes..

i'd better re-check..
just to strengthen my foot hold

leaving on a jet plane - 190807

"Leaving On The Jet Plane"

aaaaaa....
aaaaaa....

All my bags are pack i'm ready to go
i'm standing here outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say good bye
but the down is breaking it's early morning
the taxi's waiting is blowing it's horn
i'm ready i'm so lone some i could die

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leaving on the jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go

aaaaaa...

there's so many times i let you down
so many times i played around
but tell you now they don't mean a thing
every place i go i think of you
every song i sing i sing for you
when i'll come back i'll bring you wedding ring

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leaving on the jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go

now the times has come to leave you
one more time i let me kiss you
and close your eyes and ********* on my way
dream about the days to come when
i want have to leave alone
but the times that i want have to say...

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leaving on the jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go

Cause i'm leaving on the jet plane
i'm leaving on the jet plane
i'm leaving on the jet plane
i'm leaving on the jet plane
i'm leaving on the jet plane
i'm leaving on the jet plane
i'm leaving on the jet plane

sore feet

grand canyon..
why would i think about it?

well it happens that my feet has that image..
my sister said that i should wear sandals every where i go.. (including indoor..)
cause thats what makes my feet to dry and cracking..
was cracking the right word?
my mom said i should drink more water and vitamin c..
but i end up filling my tank and go to pee more..

its not that my feet was really cracking..
cause its not that it hurt so much..
and not that my feet has become bullet-proof with that..

and the story goes..
the point is, my sister gave me a pedicure set
WHAT?
is she drunk?
well, not that much.. (kidding..)
it was a set of different type of brush
designed to make your feet more smooth and shine (O_o shine? O_o)

believe it or not it works..
tough i still need more time scrubbing my feet to make it shining..
interested?
you can buy it anywhere around your local store..
battery not included

siblings quarrel

i never tought that siblings could do that
in my family..
quarrels only last three days top
for this one..
i dont know

the story came when a friend of mine has his little brother came in the city
the little brother was a quiet one
while his older brother was quite a rock star
the little brother was going into the college
and decided to stay at the same house
and the fight begins..
the older ones think that the little never learn much of his stay in the city
he cast out the little
its his house anyway..

im thinking..
what would happen if it was me..

i dont think its over now..
cause even tough the older already got advice not to treat his brother that way..
and of course they came back at the same dorm
they still not came back like they used to be
just like what he used to tell me

i..
i dont know what to do..

kitten birth

remember bomber?
like i said he become the boss around our neighbourhood..
and also getting a girlfriend..
catfriend i guess..
and like its been guided, she gave birth in our house..
my bed exactly..
i wasnt around that time
so i wasnt able to stop my mom who went beserk..
"that cat should stay outside!"

one thing that i noticed..
there were 3 kittens
(havent got the chance to check their sex..)
1 yellow stripes
and 2 triple color.. (gotta be female..)
she's got quite nerve to cheat on my cat..

collateral burden

3 years ago..
ive made a promise
that i will turn 180 degrees
tried everything i know (still more to try)
made a bit..
but i earn something anyway..

before that
i always think that everything was a burden to my shoulder
and added that to my fathers death
the burden becomes even larger
the other families were also wanted me to change
i almost give up..

now
its no longer a burden
its a motivation
rather than something to push me down
i believe they're trying to pull me up
and push me from behind as well

and this "another goal"
is surprisingly feels very good
giving me a new color in my life
and now..
LETS START THE DAY WITH SMILE!

broken glasses

i broke my glasses again..
its my number..
i loose track..

it was already night time..
i put my glasses under my bed..
turn off the light..
ready to jump on my bed..
when a suddenly heard a cracking noise..
turn on the light again..
and found my glasses smashed under my feet..

i guess its because i didnt wear my glasses that i cant see my glasses under my bed..
and it was dark also..
kabish?

the point is..
always put on your glasses before you step on your glasses do you can see it so you wont step on it..
kabish?

it reminds me of and old movie..
there was a black skinned cop who wear glasses..
before he arrest bad guys
he always politely ask them not to fight him..
why?
cause that would break his glasses..
and he hate it when someone break his glasses..
and would turn him to wreck havoc..
wow! i said..
after all the chaos and all the bad guys enter the cell..
he would return to his cabinet..
which is full of glasses..
another one i guess..
cool eh?

bachelor party

me and my friends are having a bachelor party..
its not like one of us is married.. (not yet..)
its just a party in house..
with some food and drinks..
with video games and computers..
and maybe some comic books..

we had so much fun..
that we didnt realize its been so long..
it happens that it wasnt "another" bachelor party..
at least until we get another party..
one of us is leaving abroad (its not that far actually..)
he's ready to overcome the hard life..
to get some job..

i believe that we would never forget who we are..
just a bunch of kids who want to have some fun..
and its suddenly the time for the real world comes..

its been so much fun..
and we'll always be there when you need us..

lots to say

just wanna say..

i'm currently the happiest man alive on earth
(along with other happy man)

just say hi

cihuk!

this one goes by the name 'bomber'
why?
when he was a kid, he was a bad ass
bulying his brothers and sisters
and he got an athletic body as well
strong...

and now he's already mature
and taking domination over our teritory
how?
marking his teritory of course...

spraying away his 'scent' all over the place
and awfully noisy at mating season...

my mom goes wreck havoc
when bomber starts bombing every place with his 'scent'
the backyard was fine for him to mark as his place
but he was also bombing area inside the house
truly anoying...

luckily
the scent he was spreading can only detected by other cats
we human cannot smell it

but still...

third level race

remember our myna bird?
its been a month or two since he's paralyzed
and after a lot of love and care from my mom (and us)
he managed to gain his strength back
as you can see, he is now capable of standing on his feet
compared to before when even raising his head was like climbing mount everest

and now he is strong enough to move around his cage
and sing also, though still a bit rough...


one thing to be note
in his cage, there's 3 level bars where he can climb onto
the third one is rather special, cause thats where he sleep at night (its well covered by the hood)
so yesterday, he tried to climb to the top

first bar was quite easy
just aiming for target
gathering power
and jump!

HURRAY!!!

the second bar was a bit difficult
he's moving right and left
to adjust his starting point
it took him long enough as well
and jump!

HURRAY!!!

the third bar was totally different
narrow starting point
and narrow target as well
(maybe he's praying by now)
and jump!

AND HE FAILED!!!
landed hard on the first level
but still okay

i think...
he need some aspirin...

go for it!
never give up!

fatso

the right one goes by the name 'fatso'
its mine...
why?
he's only 18 months old with 10 pounds weight!
thats alot for a cat that age
a friend of mine had a 5 years old cat weight 14 pounds...

see the similarity?

by the way...
how did my sandal got into the picture?

blind printer

another computer problem
we are gonna print some colored paper
the first 5 was okay...
then the next is very amusing
the yellow is gone...

i still got a few yellow ink
cause i think it went out
so i refill it
but it still wont come out

why?
so i went to buy another bottle
and refill it to the cartridge
until it over filled...
put it back again
and start to print

guess what?
the yellow still missing...

i think of another way to make the yellow came out
draw a whole page of yellow
and print it
only white came out
this printer is toying with me...

head cleaning!
deep head cleaning!
untill i bored...
the yellow laughing at me from inside the tank

so i called a friend
he tried
and said "quality"
what?
we try printing with draft and standart quality
the yellow just wont appear
but when using the high quality...
she's coming back!!!
she's alive!!!

*curse*

mr cool face

the virus called himself mr.coolface
using flash disk as the transporter
invecting my computer
it started out just copying files and make it hidden
as well as making fake file with 207,5kb which of course also a duplication virus

another thing it does is blocking the program
task manager, antivirus, folder option, run, and so much more
well its quite a bother some
i tried to use safe mode
but some how it failed, stop responding after 15 minute silent
so i grab my hard disk
and plug it to linux
clean the whole virus
and whala!
clean as brand new!

using a new definition anti virus wll also work
by making your hard disk as slave
then cleaning it from a primary hard disk

it take me 2 days to clean it up
quite slow
thats because i got problem on permission
somehow the hard disk wont allow me to do anything
so i back the next day
and they suddenly worked
no more permission asked
odd eh?

well thats it
im going virus hater again
i wonder...
why there are no people making a truly deadly virus
format the whole disk for example
rather than just changing the attribute
its just anoying!

having fun with video making

currently already make 2 videos
its pretty fun
ive been having fun taking pictures and working with handycam
yet its much more fun working the videos
feels like god (a director might sound better )
you create what you want
and voila!
fun!
lets make some more...
i think i just got 2 more projects in line

seems like working to become a journalist from a cameramen its not a bad idea at all...

our hill myna

we have a myna bird (thats what wikipedia said) in our home
my uncle gave it to us
for about... 15 years ago...
and the bird still alive as we speak...

anyway
the bird got something
he lost his voice
we all just WHAT?
he's a talking bird for gods sake!
and he lost his voice?
we actually try to clean his cage
(we thought it was some kind of a alergic)
but the next day...

he fell...
right from his favorite spot
we all got blown of what happened
fyi: he is paralized but still able to move his head

bird flu?
so we called a friend
she was a vet
and she said
"after you burry him, put salt around the grave..."
FOR GOD SAKE HE'S NOT DEAD YET!!!
my mom even said to preserve him after his dead
i prever to shot him to ease his pain...

so we waited...
for about 2 days
but the bird still alive and kicking! (not literary...)
and he started to eat (with a lot of effort)
so my mom prepare him soft foods
and give him drinks when he wanted to (and when he didnt want it)
plus a bath (its normal now to hear a "cow buthered" like voice in the morning)

guess what?
the bird still alive and kicking untill the present time
god knows till when...

mother's busy

few months ago
my mom and a friend of her joined a championship in our neighbourhood
making dolls from fabrics...

they make it from towel, napkin, and anything thats fabric
you know what they make?
rabbit
butterfly
shrimp
well thats doable

her friend make something unbelieveble
peacock!

what!!!

moms do awesome...
beware...

curiosity is the spice of life

just wait for another 2 or 3 years...

by the way...
singapore sounds fun
isnt it?
why dont we go there for some walk?
happy...
second target, marked!

gals

first i (we) were backstabbed by her

second i was let down by her

third i shot her (was it me?)

090507
thats the date!

lets back online!!!

spirit!!!

blog of a friend

chatronik.blogspot.com/

he said blogspot is no good
i didnt...
then why did he used it anyway?
he used to have frienster blog
which he delete for good

just to remind me

lost another cat(s)

just a few days ago
at the heavy rain
(i mention it at the previous post)
the light went out
so we called a technician to fix it

guess what he found?
one of my kittens lying dead
not at the attic
but outside

now my cat only left 4
3 adult male
1 kitten female
used to be 7
3 adult male
1 adult female (she's the kittens mother)
1 kittes male
2 kitten female

gonna miss you

damage report

after the recent ram chaos
my computer got fixed with a simple correction
a friend of mine borrow his unused memory
then another damage is known
which caused my computer unable to use w*****s
well he's a good friend of mine
so he fix it
but an accident occurs
black out
and 20Gigs of my data erased for good
i almost hang my self

but he's a good friend of mine
he give me a recovery program
and from 20Gigs i should say 80% were recovered
there's a sacrifice of course

1Gigs of my musics and videos were unrecoverable
and 2Gigs of my scanned comics
thats 2 years of work
still searching some left over that can be used

oh did i mentioned my degrading memory?
used to be 512M
yesterday its 256M
and no its 128M
and its was borrowed...

lord...
help me not to hang my self...

magnum opus

magnum opus, a master piece
something to be called the work of art
the inspiring

so, whats mine?
or maybe the right question would be...
what is so much inspiring for me to be my magnum opus

art is copying
is that someone's saying?
maybe not
but through copying
or in better words assimilating
lets create our own magnum opus

truth to be told
i think i had more than dozens of this magnum opus
dont think to much as well...
create!

cat chaos

the done it again!
was it my fault?
or is it their dumbness?
this one got a better story than the last

i was alone at home
and im about to go out
the cat need to be kicked out of the room
so i kick him out
(notice this)
i thought there was only ONE cat inside the room that time
(give comment: my fault or their stupidity?)
but there was TWO cat inside the room
i close the door
for you who havent realize it
the cat got locked inside

afternoon when i arrived home
the cat went crazy
scracthing the door and screaming aloud
and one thing that crossed my mind
or should i say my nose?
is that he done it again

well?

eclipse

4 phases of the moon
cresent, beheaded, imperfect, full moon
thats what i call them
usually visible within a month
and there you are, experiencing the eclipse
watching the transform within only few hours
actually i only manage to see for the first part
cause it happen around 5 in the morning
so the sun shine blocks its view
well, its best already
plus the sky that morning was as clear as ever
though the minimum star singning a lot of light pollution
the eclipse will occur again around august
hopefully i'll be able to see it again
truly the best view
ever

i'm back...

rock on dudes...
teh man is bakc
lets bring chaos to the universe!

i'm free!!!

after a while doing awful things
well its not like i have to do it for all the time in my life
but ive past through it
lets have a wonderfull world
and never ever be under someone's command
yargh!

Stress

get bored from all the stuff..
and my computer just stuck there without repaired
gosh...

RAM chaos

friday noon
my hard disk was overloaded
i decided to clean it
take off my disk
and burn it to DVD

saturday
no time to work on my computer
so i leave it be

sunday noon
finally some slack to touch my computer after a whole week of work
plug back my disk
push the on button
CPU is on
monitor is on
but...
there is no picture in the monitor...
what?!?!

oh, i've been like this before
switch the power supply cable
reboot
nothing changed

oh i know!
switch the memory to a different slot
reboot
nothing changed

i'm beat
the whole day plan was ruined
lets go get some lunch

goals

just found my new goals...

since i was a kid
my goals...
usually is my sister
when i was 1 year old (she is 3)
our father got a scholarship for his post doc in japan
he take our family along
and after 5 years we all came back
not including my father
he still in japan for few years after
i just got to my kindergarten
while my sister was on her first grade

so then we're back home
my sister repeat her school from first grade
while I'm repeating my kindergarten (not that hard...)

so when i finish my kindergarten
i go to the same school as my sister
and on to the high school
and when we go to college
i didn't want to go to the same place as she is!
confused...

but that is all past
now i'm back with new goals!
i'm gonna be a journalist!
started with a cameramen still fine i guess...
wow...
so good to have a goal...
feels like... free...

now... lets make it come true!

sea in the sky

Saturday, January 22, 2007

when i ride home
it was afternoon
around half to six pm
the sky is clear blue
and theres a gathering of clouds
shaping like waves
and the orange sun
shine from the west
so i run around more
watching this beauty for a bit longer
surely one of the best view I've ever seen
and undoubtedly
its after rain sky

there's a time when i saw such beauty
superstitious?
i guess its around may 2006
and around 6 pm too
the black sky is clear
orange sun on the west
and the cloud is crossed in the sky
through the west and south
the west one is bathed with orange
while the south bathed with blue
i shouted my sister
"you gotta see this"
and she said
"awesome"
truly the best view ever there

shame there is no footage evidence
lets become a photographer!

new year

a bit late?
doesnt matter...

here's the story
new years eve
the day started rough
the slaughter day
up until 4 pm
wew
thats really something

than the after
me and my friends gather up
we make some feast
and eat the meat we cooked
and due to exhaust
we all sleep until the morning

in the morning
me and my sista went eating outside
searching for something edible (???)
so we sweep the city
fresh air of new year truly feels great
we buy the food
and go home to the new year

lets do it again next year

new kittens!!!

i dont know when it happens
but i did told you i had 4 cats
3 male and 1 female
currently 10 months old
the female one, my mom name it taz (from tazmanian devil) cause her color is a mix between black and yellow
and she had pregnant

i checked at wiki
they began mature at 7 months
who's ******** dare to touch MY cats?!?!
so then i read again
it takes 2 months to birth

and yesterday (around december 22 or 23)
she gave birth...
at the bed... (fortunately not on the bed we used to sleep at)

that day was chaos
my mom was gone abroad
and i'm busy uploading my website
that night i'm planning to watch tv and lay back after doing rough jobs
but God says otherwise
black out
somehow there's an explosion somewhere causing electric shutdown
WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

afterwards
i sleep on my bed
unknowing that the window was still opened (cause the black out)
then she came in
taz...
i'm too sleepy to respond
so i just kicking her out the bed (she wants to sleep on the bed)
then she suddenly stop
and get out of the room
so i can get my sleep back

few hours later (i cant see the clock)
she returned again
and i helplessly kicking her off the bed
so i get up
get her off the room
and walk blindly to close the window
so good to have love and PEACE in the world

the next day
her belly was flattened
IMPOSSIBLE!!!
so i checked her (sorry) bottom
and there's evidence of her giving birth
so i run all places in the house
and found nothing
so i guess
she done it outside
good for us

then God once again said otherwise
my sister found her nursing 3 litlle kittens
in the bed i've already checked before!
she got me good

3 weeks to do the job

man i'm still a noob...
3 weeks to do the job...
well its definetly not a 24/7
but i still need to work on my skills

cause my dream is...
$40 per 1 hour minimum
a friend of mine said he took 4 years just to get $15 per hour
that means more than double that...

i once read an article
"to be an expert, you need at least 10 years"

then lets start it
...or continue it?

i can do it
i know i can

and there's nothing will stand in my way...

dont drink soda too fast

it happens not while ago
i was in such hurry
i need to copy a paper on the copy machine
because im in a hurry
i ran across the hall
and got breathless at the copy center
"im soo thirsty..."
and there was a soft drink counter standing saying
"buy me..."

so i pulled my wallet, pay the bill, grab a bottle
and drink it!!!
"boy thats fres..."
ugh!
the gas got into my nose!
that hurt!

then i finish my copy
and go back holding my nose
that hurt...

PS:
boys and girls
please dont try this at home!

it scores!!!

just like i said...

last tuesday
when i get up in the morning...
i dont feel like me at all
a bit dizzy
and my body temperature rising high
im thinking "im gona skip my class"
yet im thinking again "my cellphone credit is empty"

boy...
the acumulation of tiredness
has scores his goal
that day...
i slept from 8 in the morning till 5 afternoon
well i do something between of course
i take a pill of parasetamol
(something that strong and i dont even fell aslep!)
and a pill of panadol

by the night
im feeling great!!!
like being reborn

but there is some regret
the recovery time now was rather... slow
wonder?

super busy

since thursday last week i have been leaving the house at seven in the morning and returning home at twelve midnight. boy what a life! i always telling my friends not to over work (for those workaholic) yet for this (hopefully) particullary this few weeks ive become one of them. oh boy... my leg has starting to feel the pain...

actually...
im writing this not because im tired
but because i havent got the chance to get some good rest
good long playing games would help
why?
my theory is to ballance between work and having fun
over work and youll get stress
less fun and youll get stress also
so?
ballance the work and fun
it doesnt mean work for 25 days and rest at the week end
it means work to finish your job
and when you have to rest you cant work for the rest time
kabish?
after working for 24 hours you have to rest for 24 hours (unless youre a freak)

wew thats a lot...

working on the website

uploading....
configuring...
god! please let this be done!
if this done, my level should increase...
awesome!

i'm doomed...

after all this vacation im finally returned
being sooooooo......... lazy on anything...
get on the work you lad!
make some money!!!
mwahahahaha!!!
yarrrgh!!!

i'm back online!!!

oh my god!
its been a while...
tell you what,
i was rather free last week
due to my mission accomplishment
but this week?
next saturday is a deadline
for 3 major job!!!
i'll try to overcome it

just like i tought, this october will be chaos
even more chaos than the last 3 month
because of the midterm test next week
every body just doing their own things
so?
i'll be busy again
hopefully not for long time
well, if its brings money i'll take it!

lets rock!!!

prepairing for 9/22

9/22 ??
no, its not another attacks on WTC
its the day my dad past away
(and also the day we got new kittens!)
its been 2 years now
actually i want to take a break that day
and go to his grave
but there is still alot of things to do

last year i went to his grave
and tell him everything that already happened during the past year
i'll tell him again tomorrow
i've changed alot
though not from the outside
"center of change in still"
theory of tornado
i'll try to pull every thing in
and seed them out
(i'm gonna try to talk tomorrow, last year i just cant say anything)

man its quite an awfull year!
and im yet still unable to earn anything
(beside alot of investment)
the time my uncle gave me has come
its been two years
i'll do anything next year to make money
no more layback (i havent do that this past few months)
and the rest?
leave it to GOD!

tiwul

what in the world is that?
tiwul?
here's the story:

in my home, i had 4 cats (no moms)
recently, their mother returned back after her adventure seeking love
along with 5 kittens
my god! now i had 10 cats in my house!
i once watch oprah and it was the episode where there are person who had 80 or more cats in her house, god!
well, then they told me that a normal house can only allow 1 pets in their home
if you got more than that, it means you torture them
how?
because you cant take care them well
okay...
i got too much

back to the topic
these kittens were all yellowish to brownish
twins? who knows?
so i name them tiwul
more because i cant differ them which one from who

okay you got the point
so what is tiwul anyway?
its a food from yogyakarta
made from sweet potato
fermented then crush it
ate them with coconut as replacement for rice
taste good!

im sick...

im truly sick...
not being nuts or loco..
its really sick
flu i guess
its been cold these days
it take me 3 hours before i decide to take ab bath at 10 in the morning
and its still as cold as north pole
my...
i usually claimed my self as cold elementals
yet vurnerable to clod my self
useless

this is our new blog...
check it

its hard to be an admin

did you noticed that i always put useless quotes here?
man its hard to be an admin...
around this week, i'll gonna buy our own domain for hiddenleaf
hurray!
lets celebrate after that!

check this!

busy

been so busy lately
just got the chance to check the emails
really wanted to have my own connections
well...
lets just wait

actually, i already write some thing
its just waiting to be published
you just have to wait

in the mean time
i found some thing interesting
here
and here

thx

no comment

yeah... no comment
it didnt come out
it stuck again

it didnt work out like i wanted
ah...........

why dont you relax a bit?

see who you realy are

its been a while

just at a hurry
this is the blog i know
peoples that always been inspirational for me

arkhadi pustaka

give it a shot!
youll love it

recently to trirenggo

we (me & hiddenleaf) just recently make a travel to trirenggo, bantul
its one of our agenda called hiddenleaf care to make show for children in bantul
before, we also already been to banguntapan and bambanglipuro
you can check the journal at our website

by the way, after the earth quake attack in yogyakarta
there has been a lot of web site that really help on preserving information on that
try this
its one of the best out there (cause my friends made that...)
it has maps and info for such
man... when will i be able to make such thing?

first post guys

let me introduce you my self
i'm... nobody...
you dont need to know my self...
this is just my dump for my ideas that cannot be put on my mind
thats all

check our website at leaf-shinobies.tripod.com
thanks!